headed to bukit gombak mrt at around 9.30pm yesterday. jiting came to fetch me! HAHAHAA. so i went up his place for visiting! chatted with his mom and sis.. and this blur sotong jiting was typing on his hp asking if i could tell his mom im his girlfriend 4 years ago. at that moment, i felt like smacking him if he really said that in front of my presence. can you imagine how embarrassed it is to say it in front of his parents? =/ hah. anyways. lianhong and jason came right after that and they played mahjong with his dad. as for me, sitting in his room using the computer while waiting my dad to fetch me at aruond 11.30pm. (:

went visiting today again. my relatives blablabla.. then jiting called and asked me to go visiting! yay! so we met up first and walked to lianhong's place for visiting! had lunch at his place! oh yeahh! there's sharkfin! :D this blur sotong jiting added quite a volume of red wine in his sharkfin soup! and he's enjoying so much as if he's in his sweetest dream. till about 3pm, we went to jason's place. its like soooo many people there! mostly gambling. and in his room, his relatives played blackjack. guess what? from 50 cents all the way adding up to 1000+. A THOUSAND PLUS! ohmiegawd. and jason WON the money. he didnt win the full sum due to many investments from quite a no. of people. hahahahaa. as for me, i won a lil money too. not from blackjack. i dont take risk! :P

took a cab back with them. so i went back to my grandpa's place. was really bored and ended up joining them again at bp plaza cafe cartel. before i left my grandpa's place, debbie cousin kissed on my cheek! she's so cute please. she even cleaned her mouth before trying to kiss me! goshh. SOOO CUTE PLEASE! i love debbie! she's such a sweetheart! (:

oh wells..jason's working there at 7pm! so i was dining there ((: had texas rodeo ribs! its such a HUGE plate and jiting zhenguang bet i wouldnt be able to finish it up. only jason who understands me, believes i will. and indeed! i did that (: all the sex talk they gave really make me puke! freaking hell. fine! im conservative! you guys know more about sex huh. tsktsk! and now i realise something. actually, guys think about sex almost everyday. OH GOSH!

yay! going to visit my 2nd mummy tomorrow! ((: and shall go shopping with ooga again! school's starting! but hey, a note here to all. PJC open house this coming friday 3 feb 2-6pm. SEE YA THERE! :D

its a new year again! (: hmm.. woke up at around 10am and went shopping with my sis to plaza singapura. reached home in the afternoon and i took my 5 hours nap while sis helped out with the chores. and of course, i got a good lecture from my mom once i woke up. she was asking if im in a bad mood. according to her, people will sleep and sleep once they are in a bad mood. hmmm? i cant deny i am.. aint in the mood for the new year. sigh. watched the last episode of love conceirge on friday. it somehow strucked me.. there's one and only chance in life. you just wouldnt have a second chance if you let your first chance go.

after reunion dinner, headed to westmall and met up with yaolun, kayda, xue er, hazel, weisheng and zhaoqi. we catched a movie, 'im not stupid 2' it was awesome, really touching that touched most of us to tears! there's this cute lil boy who was playing all around in the theatre. he's sooooo cute! walking to and fro all the time laughing all the way. hahahaa! so after the movie, we headed to macs and had supper! cheers celebration at macs! you could hear us shouting at macs 'yammmmmmmmm SEH!' :D

my resolutions of the year are: being happy, for me and for everyone; scoring what i expect for A levels this year; family bliss and healthy always; love my girlfriend and hearts stay together; supporting babyboy seeing him happy (: and unity, whether its ooga nootka, s11.. yups! currently thats all i have for now. (: (: (:

chinese new year celebration was quite boring for me. i didnt really enjoy it except the part that the beach boys II were singing! i love beach boys! i think its our school culture! whenever people mention about the beach boys, we'll get so hyped up!

school dismissal was at around 10am. met up with siewhui and went back home together. (: did housework once i reached home. cleaned the bathroom and washed the bedsheets. till around 1plus, headed to jurong point to meet up with my og people, including weisheng. had our lunch at bentobox! after lunch, went to LOT1 for pool! this comes the interesting part. xue er, kayda, ashley and i didnt play pool so we went down for a walk instead and i came up with this idea of hunting the councilors at lot1! we tried to search for them.. for example, we'll go to foodcourt and whoever guessed that they're in foodcourt (but not there), we'll get a forfeit each. i ended up getting 3 forfeits. oh my! luckily we saw alvin! and he told us where they were else we'll get another forfeit again. hahahaa. so our forfeit was being suggested by the councilors. sat right outside food culture for minutes. 1 forfeit = 1 minute. you could see the crowd staring at you. so embarrassing! and to my dismay, i saw mr tong standing right behind us. GOSH! but it was fun! ahahaha! oh yesyes! wenhua cut his hair! armani!! i love his hair i tell you. im crazy about that cause its soooooo SOFT like a teddybear fur! -SCREAMS!

alrights. what else. i really forgot what i wanna add on. shall edit if i think of it. (:

basically, i bought MNG black top which i love it to the core, plus two sports bra, a pair of black heels footwear, a diary book (the most heartpain one cause its too expensive to buy ): ) etc etc etc. i still didnt manage to buy the ripcurl belt i wanted. guess there's no more stock for that design anymore. -frowns. anyways, gotta go check out charles and keith outlets again to exchange my footwear cause mummy said its a lil big for me. aaah! and within three hours, i've spent like around 100 bucks. oh nooo! a hole in my pocket! but im a happy girl. guess what! i realised my legs are recovering! although mummy told me her colleague's kid experience.. as that kid of hers actually had the same case as i was in the past and ended up getting an operation. thats bad.. but choychoychoy. ill be fine. (:

marilyn is going to school tomorrow! despite the fact that im still on MC, i have the urge to attend the celebrations and meet the j1s session! besides, i dont want to owe ms katt assignment and i need to get from christine my ogl certificate. i need to do this, need to do that, sooooo many things to do! happy thoughts.. i just received a chinese new year card and letter from kailian jiejie! its so heartwarming to hear from her again you see. 8 years of friendship, 8 years of penpal. awww. i love you jie! HEHEHEHES :P

waiting for secretary to call me. ): i need help in my econs assignment. heard from shuk that 13 of my classmates, including me, did not attend PE today. thats a lot! who wants to run the canal man. =/ anyway, i've yet to complete it so i got to burn the midnight oil again. the clock is moving; tick tok tick tok.

baby boy, my mind is all about you.

took the 'dance' bus to jurong green cc with the dancers. free ride there instead of going for dance practice. walked to mum's office and went in to visit the doctor. so yup, the doctor gave me two days MC and MC from PE all the way till next friday. she refused to give me MC for PE for two weeks or so. mummy said if i couldnt manage to recover during these few days, i should go visit my private doctor. -shrugs. but according to the doctor, it's just leg strain, not bone fracture.

i wanted to go school tomorrow okays. i want to view the recognition of OGLS certificate event during morning assembly! i bet it's sooo much fun! and for friday, i wonder how the celebration goes about. think twice, its better for me to stay at home and rest, or go shopping as what i have planned for tomorrow! (: i've yet to buy new footwear and stuffs. last minute!

after reading secretary's blog, i have the urge to talk about teachers! i love ms katt! before attending her first tutorial, everyone seemed to warn me about her, how fierce and strict she is. in fact, i grew to love ms katt more! i love her lessons! perhaps she really changes her teaching approach. and thanks ms xiao for being so understanding. i know shes aware that im still confused over the trigo questions, but she didnt really rush me to do it and all. thanks teachers! :D

mummy claimed my face was like full of depression. ohmiegawd. probably due to the fact that im feeling lethargic. and im missing boy, havent been seeing him for days. im aware he's affecting every of my emotions of the day. oh boy, i need your support still. i guess im getting more dependent on you. ):

read seventeen magazine just now. something interesting caught my eye. research has shown that the average woman utters three times per day than the average man does. So when it comes, paying attention to body language is important.

interesting huh? guess it'll apply to girls. so when your boy doesnt seem to speak a lot, no worries. it's their nature. (:

had a video recording from tony just now. so sweet of him to come down my place to get stuffs from me. he did a survey on blogging through video recording! aaah! my face! my FACE! stupid answers i gave him anyways. hahahaha! oh my! the episode of love concierge for today was so touching! chunchun is so devoted to lance please! diary book seemed to touch man's heart uh. :P

alibababa! these were the comments i got from my fellow schoolmates. aaah! im not im not! marilyn is a happy girl and full of smiles on her face! (: thanks for your concern people. ill be fine, just that i'm sooooooo stressed up these two days! im being traumatized by all the endless assignments. oh god god god. ): i hope it'll come to an end for this week. -shrugs. all my pimples POPPING out already. -screams!

not going dance tomorrow. aaaahhh. and not going pe anymore i hope. gotta go see a doctor tomorrow to get my MC for PE for a month! my muscles aint recovering. i just cant run.. urgh. why cant things get better for me? and if this continues, will i not be able to dance for months? or even in future? choychoychoy. we'll see after tomorrow uh.

teevee time for now. just got back home not long ago. yeah im like staying in school for almost everyday. oh yeah. im such a forgetful girl. i forgot my waterbottle again today. it aint the first time, but i guess its like more than ten times?! booooooooo. silly me.

oh man, i miss my boy. ):

i tried to do my maths tutorial this afternoon after doing some chores. didnt really understand most of the questions so i left it out. expectedly, i dozed off. all the way till evening. obviously, i did not follow my schedule for my weekends. aaah! ): ):

did some cny shopping with my family just now. night shopping spree! and im feeling exhausted now. school for tmr! i guess ill be sleeping in class again. i bet!

mwahahahas. so fun so fun! my kel antidote chatting with me right now. so interesting! i love talking to kel! haahhaa. guess what! geylang talk definitely makes people excited! OOPS! ;D but, he's so cruel to reptiles. how could you! poor lil thing. you must have suffered. ):

baby, im missing you again. ):

sarah, boonkiong, minqi, kiajoon etc came in the evening. celebrated their bdays right after the birthday boy and girl came. we took group pics too! yay! pics pics! :P shall upload it some time when im free.

headed to cine at about 7. went to find wenyang and weisheng at cafe cartel. after that went to k-pool. shopping proceeded right after that! sheesh. but didnt buy any stuffs in the end. i still couldnt manage to find that ripcurl belt i wanted. ): anyways. had their dinner/supper at long john silvers. gossiping about first kiss! so interesting! the way songhoe expressed it.. especially that 1 min = 60 seconds, 10mins = 600 seconds thing. wahahahhaaas. we laughed like mad cows man! saw sally before leaving cine too. pretty lady (:

took train back.. and waited at lakeside bus stop for quite some time. feel so lonely after yaolun boarded the bus. thought of sms-ing potato so i did! hahahaa! didnt really expect that he'll reply cause most probably he'll be sleeping soundly by then. its 12am! but he replied me. so sweet! poor lil potato got woken up by me. he definitely feel exhausted due to his training today. sheeesh. somehow i feel happy! cause i've got someone accompany me on my way back home! xie xie ni! *mwahs!((:

oh yesyes! daddy bought me my female magazine! yay i love feb issue! vday vday! wells.. feeling exhausted. my eyes are like half closed already. shall sleep now! goodnights people! sleep tight. (:

had chemistry test yesterday evening too. i wish for a double digit please! ): i really feel dishearten about this. i really want to excel in chemistry, of course, it goes the same for the rest of the subjects. but i put in a lot of effort in chemistry, thats why it affects me so much if i didnt do well. sigh. the only thing i can do is to work harder. i believe efforts pay off someday, yah? as for maths test, its been going fine. i love maths! credit goes to mr koh tee hock, whos my maths teacher in secondary school. (:

im always with ooga og24! hahaha! :D they are awesome! outings outings outings! but ill miss hazel. ): hazel, do keep in contact no matter what, okay? love!
i seriously need his support, can.

after dance, this time we didnt take a cab back. we walked instead, all the way to bugis station. headed to yoshi for dinner alone. studied a lil there.. and had this feeling that girlfriend was around at bugis. so i msg-ed her and indeed i was right about it. my mom said, 'you two got telepathy ah!' hahahaa. yes! my girlfriend rocks! :D

girlfriend's mom and aunt met me up before leaving. so girlfriend and i went shopping for clothes. didnt find any.. till then, met up with the rest of our friends. my new friends (: zhixuan finally got his voice back! hahahaa. and i kept stepping onto his slippers! he's so hilarious. kept reminding me 'size 11 isnt the size for you to step'. weishen's mission failed. he supposed to get leather shoes for his dad but couldnt find it. anyways. i managed to buy my new year clothes. a tube dress and a top for 66 bucks. awwww heartpain. ): oh wells. i wanna get more bucks! i got tons to buy yknow. oh no. a new lamp for my room! a new bag! new bikinis! nokia 6111! lots lots more! oops! am i expecting too much? sheeesh!

life's been good, exceptional for studies. still having a hard time catching up with my studies due to my absence from classes during the first 2 weeks. failed my economics test on friday. quite pathetic as im the only one who failed in my lecture group i guess. im not VERY demoralised.. due to the fact that im always the last for econs assignments or tests last year. i lost my chem and maths concepts too. i need to get a schedule book cause the school's schedule book is soooo... URGH.

im a happy girl! and i hope it goes the same for everyone. (: oh yah! got a perth mint coin from eugene today! its engraved! it has my name on it! so sweet of him! and i love it sooooo much! (: i hope the pineapple tart i made taste nice on him. HEHEHES.

i love my ooga OG! i guess everyone wont be together always. got their own civics classes already. hmmm. heard they gonna have potluck this coming week. great great! i love you ooga! <3

okay. marilyn shall be diligent. i shall catch up with my studies, know my concepts well, be happy always, give my best for danceworks, love my ooga with all my heart, be a good girl! my resolutions of the year? HUH!

18:55 now! the night is arriving! i loveeeeeee it! wiNks wiNks! my santa gonna ring on my phone! YES!

before i start my speech for og 24, i wanna say, NOOTKA OGLS ROCK MY SOCKS! AWESOME! i had a great time with y'all! for the entire two weeks or so! we've been meeting up everyday, day and night, i enjoyed even though im exhausted. all of us are feeling tired, even till now, but yeah, im sure we enjoyed the time together! NOOTKA LOVE! -hugsSOTIGHT!
i really really truly sincerely love NOOTKA! especially my dearest OG 24 ooga! they really made my life in PJ and i sincerely hope i've brought colours to their life in PJ. remembered the first day of orientation where there were plenty of talks and the last event of all, mass games. it totally bored the j1s i bet. and the j1s hardly know each other at that point of time. i didnt know how im gonna help them. but hey, they are the same as we nootka ogls you know. when all the nootka ogls had our camp, we became more enthu, more active and more crazy as days passed by. our nootka juniors are the same too! im so pleased with them! so satisfied! lovelove! i shant talk about the events huh.. i got to announce my heartfelt words here okay?

i'll never forget that time when ooga guys volunteered to stay back for bonding time during their break time when they were exhausted. everyone except me, the only girl around in ooga. and the guys came to play those lame games on me and im really slow to react to whichever games they played. i couldnt get that 'BANG BANG BANG' lame game.. nor the what cityhall, raffles place, marina bay whats next?' still, till now, i couldnt get most of the answers. however, i had a BLAST with them! it was extremely fun being with them at that time. although im being sabo-ed by all of them, im willing to be. im just a girl smiling all the way.. lil kid at heart yah? :D

im surprised by joey's enthusiasm too! when he heard the dance songs, he shouted at me, 'MARILYN! I WANT TO DANCE!' hahahaa. its really GREAT to see him excited about the dance and all. i really see the happiness in him. awesome!

remembered during our station games when it rained, we played the MILK GAME. that was when yaolun became our 'NAI GE' (milk brother). i shant tell you why. we NOOKTA knows whats going on. HEHEHEEHES.:P we had most fun during that game especially. nai ge nai ge! ji niu nai ah ji niu nai! he niu nai ah he niu nai! mei you nai ah mei you nai! sheeeeshh! xP

im also surprised by ooga pro-activeness! just a day or two, they came out with the idea of OG OUTING. i didnt really expect that to happen so fast! awwww you guys really rock!

i still wouldnt forget you people made we ogls run the track field for you people.. forfeit huh. it really gonna kill me man. urgh! -strangles. but i did that for you all. cheers right? hahahhaaa. yay we rock!

and my dearest sectional leaders - yow renn and yao lun. they brought glory to OOGA! hahahah! they are the ones leading the finale performance for NOOTKA! great job guys! thats the leadership spirit! (:

nai ge is the one i wanna tell most about heartfelt words! he's the one whom always makes my day no matter what. and he'll listen! thanks so much yaolun! ill never forget you and do update me about what you promise me kays!

yow renn! you didnt let me down! no book judging! you are a REALLY nice guy! loves to act cute huh. kawaaiii~ nvms. your OGLS will accompany you for that! hahahhaa. your enthu! your activeness! simply rocks! im sure gonna see you driving cars in future yah? i shall get a ride too right? :P

xuanzhi! your tow gay egg looks gruesome, but its tasty! i think you can learn more recipes and be a good chef next time. is that your ambition? =/ hahahaa. and dont be so shy lah. im truly apologetic about that incident okay? but i know you are grateful to me for providing you a lot of info right. sheesh. :D

im not being biased okay. marilyn is a nice OGL. i wanna thank everyone, not only the both of them of course. you ooga people, OG24, has brought out the best in you! worth my time with you people, really! i dont mind doing catching up with my studies.. i dont regret being with you all during the orientation and all. with you people around me, supporting me, im sure i'll go through this. i really thank you people. i love seeing OG 24 bonding together, gossips! hey gossips! i didnt except we can gossip a lot huh. but really lah girls! listen to your OGL no wrong one. j1 guys better looking than j2. OOPS! ;X

oghh yes! im glad you people still meet up together and go for outings even though orientation was over. rock it on ooga! and keep it up for that prankster club? hahahaha. we definitely have lots of fun for that!

not forgetting, especially during the finale, i really appreciate the rose you people bought for me. it touched my heart, not just the rose, all of you.. your sincerity, your love, i could sense it all. tears are within me. its not the end, we aint separated, we'll still be together as one. we'll be NOOTKA ooga forever! we are the champions, you are my champion! (: love. <3
LOVE,
NOOTKA OOGA OGL,
MARILYN <3

lets start from my ogl camp. didnt really wanna join it but i did in the end. and its completely worth my time, worth everything. i have an awesome clan - NOOTKA! what a super extremely enthusiastic clan im having with. especially caixiang, that cramper. didnt really have much fun on the first day. but as we get to know each other, we became so hyper! the last night of the camp most of us stayed awake and danced at the concourse. we had macs for supper at midnight.. sat down outside the general office and played some ice-breaker games. i leaned on joseph's back and unknowingly, i fell asleep on him. i guess it goes the same for him too. i heard the rest of the people fell asleep, and we were sleeping right outside the general office all the way till around 6plus. looks like refugees. hahaha. and if we got caught, i cant even imagine what will happen. besides, our valuables were placed on a table at the concourse. its like.. we didnt even bother about that? like this place is entirely secured, no thiefs, guaranteed safe. once i woke up, my back was aching like mad. same as joseph. hahahaa only the both of us slept back against back. the rest were lying on the floor. thanks joseph, my dearest pillow! :DD we had our breakfast duty and we danced in front of some of the others clan people. how nice. we were like so hyper okay. i cant even believe this. the more we feel like sleeping, the more hyper we get. right after camp, had clan lunch outing at lot1. we were soooooo noisy till the public was like, 'SHHHHH!' its really so much fun being with nootka! <3

the following day, which was friday, had dance practice in the morning till afternoon. so exhausting! the dance was really fast and i even hit my eye when dancing. omgomg. -faints. rushed back home to change and headed to bugis to meet the nootka people to search for clan identity.

the next few days after camp were really exhausting. especially yesterday. went to meet zhaoqi at lavender to get clan identity stuffs for the freshmen. we couldnt find what we want.. travelled like a tourist. from beach road to queensway, from queensway to cityhall, from cityhall to bugis, from bugis to orchard. but fortunately, we got a call from christine that she managed to find 100+ of what we wanted to find. phewphew. received a call from mum after that. so after zhaoqi went to meet his friends, i headed BACK to bugis again. bought a purple neck top and wore it for countdown. went back to orchard at 10.30pm. i realised i've travelled to 8 venues in just one day. im totally, totally worn out. met up with girlfriend and her friends at shaw house. took train to esplanade and countdown for the new year. saw the gorgeous fireworks.. but its been lonely cause i missed that group of friends as it was totally crowded. im like a missing child ): anyways. after long searching, managed to reunite with them. headed to marina and sat in the arcade till morning. took the morning bus to king albert park mac and had our breakfast. these new friends are great! awesome okay. i had fun with this new group of people, really! especially zhixuan. he couldnt speak properly cause he has no voice for the night. poor lil thing. and jimmy, another hella funny guy. this new group of people really made the start of my year 2006 a happy one. (:

as for today, reached home at 8.30am after having breakfast at king albert park. slept rightaway when i reached home. mummy woke me up at about 11plus. )): so went for breakfast-lunch with mum and sis. i got a lecture from my mum though. cause i didnt take note of what she told me.. i couldnt really remember what she has said you know.. my mind was totally blank out. and i even forgot to take the umbrella back home.. made me walk all the way back again to get it. reached home, bathed and went to zhaoqi's house and discussed about our og camp stuffs. i tell you IM FAINTING REAL SOON. )): my journey back home seemed so long. its like an hour plus. and i slept in the bus! oh noooooo. theres meeting tomorrow again, and the day after will be the og camp for the freshmen, all the way till the following monday. guess what? this camp seems like a 2 weeks camp to me. and im so deprived of my beauty sleep. helphelphelp!

i know its not detailed enough. and i dont know how should i phrase it. and i know my grammar really horrendous for this entry. i couldnt really bother anymore. just a brief one okay. cause marilyn is really too hectic to write the details of this entire one week. BUT, its really fun. i enjoyed my week! and after a week, im back online again, saw my email flooded by mails. -faints. luckily i feel a lil energetic now. gotta clear my com stuffs now. catcha people! NOOTKA ROCKS! :D

im feeling terrible now. i need my antidote kel. where are youuuu. msged uncle, didnt reply too. i feel so urgh. i wanna call kel! ): but im afraid he might be working at this time. ): ): ): kel, i really feel something worse gonna happen for year 2006. all the things i went through last year, doesnt seem to go away. help me.. i need you ): but hey, thanks so much to dandan. although kel aint here with me, hes the one with me! =D i got my first picture of the year by him! thanks dandan. you never fail to use your drawings to cheer me up. every single drawing of yours never fails to brighten this lil kid's heart of mine. *mwahh! xie xie ni!
germaine: i cant update cause im not on computer for a week! but im updating now. i really need help now. i look like a zombie ): happy new year!